Memory, fading from the mind like a melody
I'm crossed with Pert now. x( Who ask her..! Ok wait, why was I even angry with her? Oh! I remember now. Ok I took like 15 minutes to remember why, die.
I've so much on my mind this few days. Tangled up in such thoughts, the feeling isn't good at all. I know all I need now is merely the truth. I do have them now & I'm gonna clarify them later. No matter what, I'm still gonna let my trust go again this time, I love her too much.
I'm supposed to be happy. But perhaps part of me isn't. :Tmr's Thursday already. x)))))))) Like hooray!
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I've got Ronin's songs already. x) thanks to that - in the comment box! Omg thankyou. :) love you many & uh may I know who are you? (: Just leave another comment yuh. Listening to Memories now. Ahhhh smooth & depressing, I like I like.
School was aye-okay today. :) We slacked in Bio class. Hahah it was damn boring la. Talked & did the mindmap a little. Then we had maths. Mock paper 2, 8/40 I feel. I'm gonna fail it. I don't even know how to do the first few questions! Ah it's okay, try harder the next time. Sigh. Skipped recess & spent time at the library again, Sassy, Bestaye & I. :) Bestaye called Kelvin & we just looked at her & all. That guy's damn retarded. Hahah. Asked them the same question I posted yesterday. Both also said that no matter what the relationship will come to an end 'cos both are as jialet. Hahah. Then it was Chinese. Sat in the class, did nothing much. Then we had Literature. Miss Yeo was on MC so we did our own work. Rushed the work she gave us & slacked. :D Hohoho.
SSS after that. Finished up the corrections & the worksheet & flewwwww off quick. Stayed with Sassy to wait for Yj for awhile then went off. Took a bus to Compass & walked back home. Ate a little(fucking hungry), showered & went off for piano lessons. It was fine today, piano teacher's in a good mood huh. Went to look around for magazines & ran home. =) & after that, dumbest bitch was using the comp. !@#$%^&&*() She has been arguing with everyone in the family for the past few days. Gawd & her badbadbad attitude started like three weeks ago. Omg how I cried the last week over some shit she said & snatched & never return & hurt my pride. Sorry, I do have pride problem somehow. Heh. =)
Watched Holland V instead & I fell sleep on her bed. So yeap, slept till daddy came back. Had dinner & all. :) Daddy's friend had a brain damage & now is brain dead(?). That was what daddy said. & his friend's wife is.. pregnant. So pitiful. I would defnitely pass out if you tell me ______ got her brain damaged & is making her way to meet her maker. I will pass out & cryyyy my eyes out.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
Forever was no longer in my dictionary. I no longer have believes for such fantasies. I didn't mean to a wet blanket. I know you're true. I'm sorry, I really am. RAH I don't know what am I doing la.
And here are your replies. (:
Cheryl Lio, what the hell was Dandan? Hahah. I thought who was it ok! Hahah we should go for the SuperBand thing right? Hahah and we'll sing Stronger. Ay but only got like chinese songs right? Tsk, bloody helllllll. Saturday how?
Cheryl Lim, I thought of that too. Emotionally's gonna be something that she can't get over. So yeap, physically might be temptations. Hm. :)
Caroline, I'm better now darling. I hope school's a lot better for you. We gotta talk soon. Miss you & AMD so much. (= Oh & Lyd too.!
I want to be where love is real
& memories of distant days come to life again.
<3.
8:19 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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